It is always something...

Today...

much like every other day...

started out the way it usually does...

with me sleeping in past nine...

and then...

I realized that...

my thoughts were again, and totally focused on whether or not anyone had responded to my posts on FB regarding my search...

Did I really want this to happen, I thought to myself?
What if I get caught?
What if that leads to divorce?
What if my family will not support me?
What if I end up more alone than I already am?